Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ Thursday, July 24, 2008
PS: I Love You
Remember what I told you what girls want?
Girls just want somebody to want them back.
"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred,
18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world.
Some are running scared..
Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day..
Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good..
Struggling with evil.
6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls --
& sometimes.. All you need is ONE."
Labels: LOVE
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ Tuesday, July 22, 2008
You Are My Heart, My Soul, & Everything in Between
WAITING 
Tomorrow comes, tomorrow goes.
I'm still waiting on my toes.
Holding every breath, not thinking twice.
Time goes so slow, it never flies.
I'm just waiting to hold you again.
I pray it will happen, but I don't know when.
You're so far away from me.
I hear your voice in my head, but your face I can't see.
I'm holding on with all that I've got.
I cry myself to sleep wondering where you are.
I wonder if you're wondering about me, looking at the same bright star.
Heaven knows we are meant to be.
No one else will ever complete me.
I would laugh at how in love we still are.
And the boat you drive that you call your car.
But I can't see the future, deep down I wonder if you'll even come back.
I hate myself for thinking it, but sometimes my heart is black.
The only thing I've ever wanted is You.
It's funny that you're the one thing I can't hold onto.
I watch you slide from out of my grip.
I cry inside, my hole world starts to slip.
I know I'll make it, I'll be ok.
One more day without you, what's another day?
I will still wait, I know you'll come back.
I won't let myself doubt it, I won't let myself crack.
Tomorrow comes, tomorrow goes.
I'm still here waiting on my toes.
Holding every breath, not thinking twice.
© By Shannon M. Snyder© Edited By Melissa Lee
Track Playing:- John Nathaniel // Realize
Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
I just can't hold it any longer.
Labels: LOVE
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ Saturday, July 19, 2008
RIVER-METAL // 5AM
RIVER-METAL // 5AMIt's currently 5am
(Sunday morning) right now.
I'm surprised that I could actually wake up this morning.
Was out last night to
YK's new crib -
he's home felt like hommy.
Princess YK took at least one hour to get ready
(thanks to math, probability)He was actually sleeping when me and Scoot arrived right infront of his bedroom door.
Just so yknow, the whole big gang had a pretty late previous night.
They all were celebrating Nic's eighteenth.
The waiting process made me felt so darn tired as there weren't any
nice/fantastic movie on Astro.
Plus, the heat around the house makes me feel as though I had my blanket
with me since I felt really cold the whole ride rounding to find YK's home.
When I finally got into his room for good, i ran to his bed and
*poof*ALMOST SLEPT,
bloody hell,
YK came in intrude my 10 mins sleep LOL
They thought I was faking it when I actually almost fell asleep.
Could actually feel that I could not hear the surroundings, peace.
To be honest, YK's bed is so comfortable & soft !
I can feel like it's my bed LOL
I shuold have made everyone leave the room; off room lights & overnight in YK's home.
On the other hand, Scott kept talking to me & when he caught me falling asleep,
"Woi, Melissa! I'm trying to keep talking to you so that you won't fall asleep! WOI!"Damn kesian Scott,
HAHAHASoon after, we had a small pillow fight on YK's bed LOL
I felt bad for YK's PSP; sort of hit the PSP during pillow fight,
& it fell from the computer table
*widesmile*At around 11pm, we all headed to a petrol station which is situated in the middle of no where.
While the
taiko/ah long/budak kampong pump petrol,
me & Scott hang out a little outside the petrol station on the road side.
"I got six packs, feel it!"When my index finger poked through his shirt, i felt very soft lumps of fats.
I burst into loud loud laughter man.
No kidding
(!)Then we headed over back to
Sri Petaling for mamak session.
During the ride, I kena teased like hell from Scott while YK laughed all the way.
Well, I assume that YK's pretty exausted from the previous night
HAHA.
The before-during-after makan was the craziest part of all.
The best part of all was when Scott was on the phone with
---.
Me & YK was practically laughing the whole way seeing Scott's
funny face.
Got back to YK's place to get my car past midnight.
Scott was so worried that I could'nt drive.
He kept saying,
"I don't wanna die at this age!"Both Scott & YK was trying to persuade me to stay over -
just incase anything happens on the road.But, I got home safely around 1am - message the both of them.
Told Janice to wake me up this morning just incase but surprisingly, I was awake.
I didn't skip Math class, kay. I could understand/do math today.
Then, I went for violin class today, didn't play well though, darn sleepy.
Was also suppose to go for the
Fun Fair in Sri Petaling earlier but failed to do so.
Ended up having a small get-together with my small bunch of crazy friends
from High School or you can call them, my neighbours.
Will update on them when I get the photos from
Cramz.
Having my brother's girlfriend around has been amazing. Spending time with her makes me feel like I have an older sister, which I was suppose to have since a motherfuckin' idiot robbed my mum. My older sister passed away. But, the worse part is, having my brother's girl being so close to my brother and watching emo/scary movies, makes me feel so unwanted. I really wish someone could be really close to me at this moment as I feel that I can't stand or hold any longer in this world. This world is a crazy world; full with crazy people - I know I'm one of them. Whenever I'm alone and afraid of things, I have no one to turn too, that's what sucks right now. Though Ben and the rest always says, "you have God;you have me; just come to me whenever you need" trust me, it's not gonna work that way. Thugh we have tons of chemistry, we kept playing games with each other, we keep acting like we're little kids afraid to confront whats the truth & keeps on holding back. It's already been 6 months - still counting. I'm just sick of waiting. At this point of time, I really need someone, that special someone to step forth and tell me something I wanna hear. I just miss the old you - how you tuck me to bed, your nags, our small little argument on stuffs, tellinglame/stupid jokes.
You make me feel so comfortable,
you keep me moving forward;
you keep pushing me,
you're always there,
And I know for sure;
It is
You.
I don't wanna miss a day of regret as;
life is so short.
There are tons to update.
Till then, yguys take care alright?
Have an awesome Sunday *wide smiles*
Track Playing:- David Cook // The Time Of My Life
Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
I don't wanna miss a day of not saying the things I should have said.
I'm still waiting, patiently.
Labels: College
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ Wednesday, July 16, 2008
SRI KL'S CHARITY EVENT
SRI KL'S CHARITY EVENT
- On Saturday, 12th July, 2008 -
Had a really droopy morning as I had to drag myself out of bed.
Picked up Janice siblings to school at 8am & picked Janice to Math class.
I wanted to get over to starbucks, not knowingly, it was closed.
I ended up in McDonald's doing Legal CPT.
I thank God i didn't go for Math or I'll be sleeping the whole 2 hours (!)
Had a little frustration in McDonald's that morning.
I always thought McD's services were good.
That bloddy woman didn't even give a damn about her customers.
forgetting to bring orders to his/her table.
Even the counter weren't closed, she ask me to line up at the back
of people whilr the counters weren't close. wtf.
I really wanted to talk to the Manager but i PITY her.
Khalid & Nic joined me for quite awhile & told them what happened in the counter.
Even students sitting beside me were practically listening to my conversation.
I didn't know my voice was that loud, HAHA
After two hours, I met up with a few of my classmates & Jan told me that YK was still sleeping.
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL
Me & Jan decided to go first but we didn't know what to do at first.
We ended up walking around the school for a few times & sitting in the toilet
for quite some time till the guys came.
L to R: Jane, Melissa, Janice
L to R: Melissa & YK
I ended up playing this go-punch-his-face-mel game.
Fine, that bloddy stick was so darn heavy that YK made my stick fall LOL
If I didn't let the stick go, I'll fall flat & YK would jump over me to finish me up
just like WWE - smash potatoe HAHA
When I was on my way back, guess who I caught?
Shaunshern, the MAN
Rishi, The Hulk
Yknow, I've been waiting for this two gays to get thier ass into SRIKL since 10am.
But, they only got there around 12plus. I wanted to go home & clean up.
Thank you guys for always being fashionably late, LOL
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At around 3pm, I drove back to SriKL thinking I would bump back into Jan.
But, she left me, all alone.
So, I decided to call Jane up - hopefully she's around(!)
Thank God they were sitting in McD's - i joined them.
Rishi Das & Jane Fong
Melissa Lee & Shaun Shern
Apparently, they had much more fun than I did.
I was such a coward, thanks to the bloody hot SUN.
They won pencil cases and a bottle of lotion LOL
Before we left, Shaun, The MAN carried my Miss-Whatever bag.
Thanks thanks shaun shern tsktsk.
Somehow, a big scene happened.
The lorry blocked Jane's & my view.
When I tried to peep a little at the side of the lorry, ended up seeing
a hell of a seen // darn funny though.
My Miss Whatever bag got coke spilt on it mann (!)
Me & Jane felt so embarrased that we walked further up the parking lot to wait for them.
Cause of Shaun & Rishi, there was a massive jam, HAHAHAHA
FYI, Shaun Shern is known as The Man - thanks to MeiMei.
FYI, Rishi Das is known as The Hulk - thanks to YK.
The drama does not just stop there okay.
As I was passing by the waffle store in AC,
I felt peace - no noise.
Thank God I have not entered INTO smelly AC till I turn back & saw ....
RISHI & SHAUN SHERN TAKING STUPID PHOTOS BESIDE WAFFLE STORE !
I got a shocked & laugh my ass off as they actually borrowed one of the owner's bike
and pose non-stop with Jane's handphone camera.
I kept laughing, thank God I wasn't in, LOL
Shaun Shern "ohh ohh!, take me! hurry ! HAHA" *pose*
Rishi - "my turn! my turn!"
They even took pictures with the phone booth, oh goodness.
I tell you, they damn sakai mannn. (!)
Like "have-not-seen-phone-booth-before!" HAHA
When we FINALLY reached Asia Club, we finally settled & played pool.
Bumped into my sayanag backsides, Nic & Scott
Oh trust me, drama does not end here AGAIN.
Our game was the most happening game ever.
NOISE NOISE KAO KAO
I don't ever want to play pool with my friends anymore LOL
Just cause I can't shoot any balls into the holes.
I call it quits after one game. Sorry shaun! HAHA
Then Scott came over & took my place.
After a long tiring game of pool & noise pollution, we all headed for fooseball.
I'm starting to like the game as the noise keeps getting better & better.
drawing attention from all over the room.
Oh yeah, Jane keeps on having to cheat HAHA
pst, when Jane damn mengganas, don't go near her, watch out!
L to R: Nic, Rishi, Scott, Melissa
At 5pm, we all bump again with Justin & YK.
Then, Shaun Shern parted ways with all of us.
They had some family get together in YK's new home.
So, the rest of the group followed me.
Send Rishi & Scott to the train station.
According to Jane, my driving was bad.
Just cause se could not capture a sharp image while i was driving LOL
Back L to R: Nic, Scott, Rishi
Front L to R: Melissa, Jane
Then after, Nic, Jane and myself headed to Pyramid awhile.
Just to get something really small for my sister (:
I know, I'm being such a good sister
Nic looked damn stunning when we captured this.
It was like oh-so-happen-his-there-posing HAHA
I love this picture the best (:
Had a really long Saturday.
I was darn exausted.
Came home like an hour later from when I was suppose to be home.
Hate the jam in pyramid though.
Track Playing:- Maria Mena // Nevermind MeMuch love & posted by,
Melissa,
show me a sign!, a hint!, anything! ***Labels: College, Events
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ Tuesday, July 15, 2008
"DANCE FREAKS NITE"
"DANCE FREAKS NITE"
Help University College Dance Club hosted a dance event in Help's Hostel.
I went over to Danceworld & ran for the Dancefloor to do some wiggling.
Amazingly, I still could do my split jumps
It's been awhile since I last danced okay //let me menggelabah here lah k//
& then hopped over to Stephen's car & meet up with Pearly & Shaun.
We waited quite awhile at the Petrol station to pick students up to the event.
& oh trust me, we talk a lot. It's been awhile since I last saw my crazy dancing friends.
When the event started, they gave us a number.
MC said "find the partner with the same number".
Guess who I got?
TAN CHING YU
I don't know why, but everytime, & i mean, EVERYTIME i do something,
it'll always be Ching Yu HAHA
It's not cause I'm mean okay.
Don't worry Ching Yu, I don't hate you :D
It was pretty embarrasing when I agreed to partner Leon during a small competition.
I had to do Latin, but got blanked while I was up on stage.
I made Leon fall during split, HAHA
I'm so sorry Leon Lor! *innocentsmile*
Half of the Sins performed - four boys. Starting with their BSB song <3
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L to R: Putri, Melissa, Mei Yan, Pearly
Four L's
L to R: Shaun, Melissa, Leon, Pearly
BTW, just so yknow, beware that all pictures I've uploaded here in blog are
those people who can actually dance so well, that I'm so ashamed of myself.
I only know how to take picture with those people/couples who can dance so well. aihh.
Siow-ness starting
L to R: Shaun, Stephen, Melissa, Leon
Stephen WTF
Chong Mei Yan aka Jamba.
Always on the go, always dancing.
Pearly Low
looking gorgeous that night & doing her thing'!
Do Re Mi
L to R: Pearly, Putri, Melissa, Mei Yan
Leon Lor & Pearly Low
I have to comment on this picture, I have too!
Because, Leon insisted on having a picture with Pearly.
Yknow why?
JUST CAUSE HE'S SO MUCH TALLER THAN PEARLY
THOUGH SHE WAS ON HEELS
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Kesian her sikit lah.
Thank God I wasn't one of his victims
As you all know, I'm such a good kid.
I actually thought I would be home past midnight.
Sadly, I was just too exausted to continue with the night.
I called it quits before 11pm.
My brother & Berny fetched me back from Bangsar.
Next morning, was Sri KL's charity event.
Will update next.
Stay tune.
Track Playing: Cassie // Is It You?Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
maybe you're the one for me ...Labels: College, Events
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ Sunday, July 13, 2008
FLO-RIDA COMING !
YES BABEH !
Who wanna join me in Bukit Kiara?
OMG OMG OMG OMG
- I'M GOING NUTS RIGHT NOW - WOOOTS!
19th July 2008 - Bukit Kiara Indoor Arena
Labels: Events
Sunday, July 13, 2008
A Visit To The National Museum
A VISIT TO THE
NATIONAL MUSEUM
I came up with the idea of visiting the museum, which practically was a crazy idea.
On the 6th of July, Izzy, accompanied by Lisa & myself had a trip to the National Museum.
Well, it's been eighteen years living in KL but not once I've been into a museum LOL
So, we decided on going, & at the same time, we also did our LAN movie.
I really thought it was going to be a boring event to actually go to the museum.
Melissa, going boo-jangles-crazy-high-ness.
L to R: Lisa, Mel, Izzy
My mum drop us there, and the place wasn't that bad.
There were already so many people at around 9am.
And trust me, me being on camera is crazy.
I can never ever talk infront of the camera.
I crap a lot.
Melissa & Izwan
Melissa & Nurkhalisa
We actually toured around the National Museum in just an hour.
I thought we would take forever to finish up our video taping.
Since my mum left for the saloon, we sat in the museum's makan stall
L to R: Lisa, Izwan, Melissa
Mel - Iz
I love one part the most, looking at those vehicle - how technology can change everything! :)
Izwan & Melissa
Izzy & Lisa with Fire Truck & KooKoo Bird Umbrella
Izwan spend most of his time with his card tricks.
Wherever we sit, he'll just put his hands inside his pocket &
reaches for his cards.
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The bestest part of the whole visiting was when I met Frank Swettenham.
He looked so macho in his little suit, standing there like a big-macho-man.
And there were tourist from another country - white couple.
& i went, "Hey Frank, you have a nice dick!"
Oh gosh, I don't know if those elderly couple heard me.
All the three of us laughed non-stop, ZOMG
HAHAHA
We ended the day with a
boom.
Running around the museum with small kids & blowing kisses to the museum.
Track Playing:- Pitbull // BojanglesMuch love & posted by,
Melissa,
Licky licky, licky licky, I like to ..Labels: College, Events
Tuesday, July 08, 2008 @ Tuesday, July 08, 2008
AFTERMATH
AFTERMATH
"Now I hope you don't get mad at me
But I told Nate you was a freak
He said he wants a slut, hope you don't mind
I told him how you like it from behind"
Eminem ft. Nate Dog - Shake That Ass For Me
It's around 4pm now.
I'm so undecisive with the Dance Party this Friday Night.
Legal Final report is being really retarded & bitchy.
Kiki, Willy & Samsam is keeping me really busy.
Gahh, my retarded-ness is keeping this world spinning.
I wanna go clubbing.
Hey people, it's practically been a very busy week for me. Those lil sentence above actually explain mosty of the events that's been going on.
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It's going to be 9pm really soon.
It's been a week since I felt so pressured & hoping that today,
finally, today it would turn out to be a very happy day (!)
Well, I guess, one small news just affects everything.
was suppose to blog about the trip to Museum Negara.
I don't have the fuckin' mood now.
Earlier in the evening,
I found out that one of my High School lecturer has left this world.
Dear seafieldians, his funeral is tomorrow morning.
I currently do not have any information & i have class tomorrow till 3pm.
Anyone who has information, do let me know.
I would like to pay my last respect to this young man.
Condolence with lots of love
-To a beloved husband & a caring lecturer-
Mr.Guna
Passed away peacefully on 8th July, 2008
Track Playing: Corey Smith // One Day At A TimeMuch love & posted by,
Melissa,
I wish I could talk to someone on the phone right now, I'm so emo.Labels: College, Family/Friends, High School Dilemma, RANDOM
Sunday, July 06, 2008 @ Sunday, July 06, 2008
I hate being my old self.
I really don't like where I'm standing right now.
But, I have to say it.
I fuckin' don't trust anyone around me.
All i know right now,
nobody gives a damn about me.
wtf, i don't wanna live in this world anymore.
Oh please.
Labels: LOVE
Friday, July 04, 2008 @ Friday, July 04, 2008
LET'S DANCE?
LET'S DANCE?
I certainly miss dancing.
It's been months since my last performance.
And it's been a year plus since I stopped my lessons.
Thanks to busy schedules & no time for anything else.
Well, I've been watching Youtube lately.
Yes, I know, should be studying.
It's my weakness (!) :S
But this, it's a must watch.
Cha Cha Cha of Michael Malitowski & Joanna Leunis
Paso Doble of Michael Malitowski & Joanna Leunis
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Solo's Samba of the World Youth Latin Championships 2008
This is what I've been missing since I stopped my dance lessons.
So hard to get back my momentum.
Whenever I'm on the dancefloor with other people dancing.
I would just sit & watch.
I'm such a coward, HAHA
Darn it, I miss dancing ...
Track Playing:- Marie Digby // Voice On The Radio
Much love posted by,
Melissa,
let's shake it, just shake, shake it (!)
Labels: Events
Thursday, July 03, 2008 @ Thursday, July 03, 2008
CHAPTER TWO HUNDRED & FORTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWO HUNDRED & FORTY-ONE
Video: Taylor Swift // Teardrops On My Guitar
Though this song has been released for almost a year or so,
this song is still hammering in my MP3
Dear Readers,
I'm trying my very best to update my blog every now and then. The roller coaster has already started. Somehow, I'm still very lazy to get my ass to work *bigsmile*
Economics 600 words was really a headache for me last night. As I was trying to figure out the main points for the essay, i kept telling myself, "not too much of info" as I have to memorise all those figures and bombastic words to impress my Economics lecturer. Well, somehow, I had a really terrible back ache, hurried to memorise whatever I can. Plus, was on the phone with Pei Ying for quite awhile to help out a little on microeconomic reform, which we all had difficulty in finding the information. Amazingly, I didn't know I could actually write that much in just 45 minutes, seriously. I'm amazed. I'm just so happy that I won't be sitting for this 20 marks essay ever again, and it has been done and it's gone for life.
Well, Just several days back, Lisa was saying "The July intake students are lost. & that was me when I was six months ago. SIX MONTHS AGO!" When she said that, it made me realised that six months had passed since I moved in to Taylor's. Next thing I know, I'll be in Uni and waking up extra early next year January to sell off my study books to those who actually needs it.
ZOMG - I'm not a morning person. I'm just praying for late morning/afternoon classes. I really can't stand morning classes. It's forcing me to wake up when I can't and it annoys my beauty sleep. Especially that alarm clock of mine, ZOMG - annoying as hell, though it's really VERY soft. This can be proven by ShaunLow's wake up call this morning. It was already pass 6.40am and I was still not up from bed. He even had to send a text message saying "DON'T SLEEP BACK!" after hanging up a phone call which was around a 1-2 minutes & several messages which he kept sending hoping that the sound would make me wake up, LOL. Imagine how long it took him to make me wake up. 
Well, I came to realise that I've changed so much!
MY attitude of bring more humble & physical appearance change!
Looking so different since the first day I started college and today.
Gahh, can't take this pressure anymore.
Now, I look like a friggin' zombie.
FYI, my current mood is BLODDY EMO LOL
I've came to realise that I cannot say ILY to many people in the world though they're so close to me.
It's like I'm an insane kid or something.
Dang sad wheyy.
Track Playing:- The Click Five // Empty
Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
It's empty
info. overdose. ends. 'er.
