Friday, August 31, 2007 @ Friday, August 31, 2007
CRIES of "MERDEKA"! flags fluttering from all manner of poles in the unlikeliest of places; the strains of the NegaraKu floating through the air, and exited children waving little flags as they sprint up and down their driveways.
Malaysia comes of age! HAPPY 50TH! We Malaysians are at our patriotic best! or, are we?
to me, merdeka has always been a fun time and not thinking about what our leaders had done for us. well, i changed my point of view. instead of partying on merdeka, i thank the leaders who saved our country by releasing us from all that long drama ness & following their rules.
though i have so much of hatred due to the weather & etc , i thank god that i'm born in this planet and in this country, Malaysia.
well, ikhwan had lots to tell about merdeka :) and sadly, i lost the conversation. so, here's the new one ;) check it out!
Hobbit ikhwan z. says:
Bendera Malaysia, iaitu Jalur Gemilang kini sering kelihatan di setiap rumah yang terdapat di Malaysia. Laungan 'merdeka' bergema di seluruh pelusuk negara tepat jam 12 malam tadi.
Ia menggambarkan semangat membara rakyat yang pelbagai kaum dan agama. ce waaa
happy merdeka all!
have an awesome time ;)
Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ Thursday, August 30, 2007
before i make my wonderful tag by people who tagged me, i just wanna give a really HUGE and HUGE
BUFFALO ELEPHANT shoutout to ivan kang. jengjengjeng.
though i'm no good in wishing but,
may all those little wishes of yours come through.
including chopping my head off
for not remembering your birthday :'(
enjoy your brand new year.
there's a bright smile for you.
just so you know, i've got tagged by suyi & becky chew ;)Seven things to be done before my death:
` go fly kite.
` scream all i want
` oh yeah, a kiss ;)
` hang out with friends
` pray & meditate for peace
` give all my belongings to neddy
` play baseballSeven things I will not do even if it kills me:
` attept murder jengjengjeng
` keep quiet when people are wrong
` say "i had a horrible life"
` facing reality "yes suyi!"
` get an A1
` turning a full-time lesbian "same here becks!"
` being a super modelSeven things I do when I'm away from the public:
` dance like theres no tomorrow
` sing aloud
` give face expressions on the mirror
` talk to myself
` take photos
` my dog ;)Seven favourite sentences/quotes:
` love ain't hurt but it hurts when it's gone
` i love you
` aiyo! damn punani lah you!
` stop being like me lah. be your own
` HOH MUH GAWD
` "come, let's laugh."Seven favourite songs from all time:
` Secondhand Serenade - Your Call
` Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over
` Plain White T-Shirt - Hey There Delilah
` Rascal Flatts - My Wish
` Switchfoot - I Dare You To Move
` TV Themes - Simpsons Theme Song
` anoymous - Spider PigSeven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did:
` disturbing the disipline teacher
` go against all odds
` hating people
` not allowing anybody in my life
` "it's over".
` saying i'm hot? please.
` slap choojianhao
/babySeven people to be tagged:`
` choo jian hao
` kar wei
Labels: Birthday, Christmas, Tags
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007
hey all, for this next few months till december it's going to be a really tight scheduale for me! >.< so sorry okay!
my blog is going to be so dead and really lack of updates. i hope you guys will continue to tag me ups & continue to leave your spots here! ;)
i'll be having lots and lots of exams coming on my way. next week will be another three weeks of studies & exams exams exams. lots to study & i'm still dragging' my brains through :D LOL i guess i'll do fine in SPM
but, i need atleast five credits. so, gotta study
for the pass days, i've been a fanatic of secondhand serenade
. they're some cool band and making me nuts XD LOL sadly, can't put them in my MP3 player! gaahh!, blame the dang cacat
computer! you guys should go check it outs
! ;) i bet you guys will be thanking me sooner or later ;)
is just next week! i'm not really prepared to go. i somehow feel so insecure to go. friends whom i know turnt crazy and madly insane about this event. everyone is dressing to impress. every girls are having their hair fixed and make-up on. LOL yknow. i'm just so not prepared. will just put up a dress which i wore couple of times. and smile all the way? sigh :/ people is sure bored with my dress already.
even if i know some fashionable way to look at but, will i look good that night?
the question remains....track playing: Secondhand Serenade - it's not over
Labels: High School Dilemma
Friday, August 24, 2007 @ Friday, August 24, 2007
HAPPY EIGHTH BITRTHDAY BLOGSPOT!
yess, indeed. they have been up on this planet for the past eight years. even if my blog is reaching a year soon, still. i enjoy my time blogging in blogspot ;)
i've been waiting for you for the past days. it's really long ago.
i miss you.
where are you?
I was born to tell you
I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home.
Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ Thursday, August 23, 2007
for the past days, i've been enjoying myself. friends drop by an such. plus, i'm able to snatch all my sleeping hours back X). other than that, i got to watch the simpson's movie! ;) FYI, i'm really outdated in the movie world. i'm always the LAST to watch some funny/romance/comedy movie. anyways, back to the simpson's movie, it's really really darn funny. for those who haven't watch, what are you waiting for? -.-" gogogo~!
today, i had nothing to do. and yess, i've been simpsonize by TANG SU YI. HOMG. yeah, i'm one of the yellow family now. eeww HAHA i feel so bright! anyways, check it out! ;)
now, i'm going to simpsonize my face. muahahaa~! ugly ngehh. jeng jeng jeng!
and here goes my sexy fashinable simpson's look ;)
i'm dressed in this old filty-with-algae bucket walking to school bare footed :D i mean, who cares with what i'm wearing right? all i do is make lame jokes, laugh like a hyna and go to sleep.
don't you wish you were me? :D
go ahead and simpsonize your looks and be yellow as me! x) FYI, you'll never know how sexy/hot /gorgeous you'll look ;)
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ Tuesday, August 21, 2007
time is all we make of it
when it comes to friends,
money's not the thing
what she said is indeed true- most of us international students have left Australia/canada/china and are now working in various countries around the world.
thinking it through, I wondered if we would have honestly spent more time together if we had been in the same country. before they made their plans, they emailed, SMS, and called to check on when the best time to visit would be.
i always replied that they should come when it was convinient for them, and that I would work out my scheduale around the visit.
What i have come to realise is that no time is the best time. There is always something going on - work we have to finish, appointments we have to keep and people we have to see.
the only reason i had no time for my friends when they visited was because i made time. i shifted appointments and completed work in advance.
i spent more time with them over a few days than i have in a year with my Malaysian friends who live within driving distance.
Knowing that we can see our friends any time, ironically, makes us see lee of them. There is always tomorrow and next week, but if our friend had gone overseas and come back for a few weeks, we would be making more effort to catch up.
what people have to say:
when I was studying abroad and came back for holidays, I saw more of my relatives than i do today. My aunt from France who has been here for a week has spent more time with my grandmother than my mother has in the past several months.
there is no explanation for this, we can simply put it down to human nature. something has to happen before we take action. There have been many occasions where I have said to a friend, "Hey we really have to catch up!" but that hardly ever happens unless we bump into each other coincidently.
we do not just take our friends' presence for granted; we take time for granted.
if someone pays you a short visit, you know you have a limited amount of time, therefore you treasure every second. if that same person lives down the road from you, you can catch up anytime, but somehow the time hardly arrives.
how important, then, is friendship?
growing up does not mean losing our sense of humour, working does not mean giving up our soul and being successful does not mean sacrificing friendships.
making money can't buy friends, but making time certainly can.
Monday, August 20, 2007 @ Monday, August 20, 2007
specially for you, ikhwando
I never promised you a ray of light,
I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday,
I give you everything I have, the good, the bad.
One thing is clear,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here,
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I just wanna love you.
I always said that I would make mistakes,
I'm only human, and that’s my saving grace,
I fall as hard as I try
So don't be blinded
see me as I really am,
I have flaws and sometimes I even sin,
so pull me from that pedestal,
I don't belong there.
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ Thursday, August 16, 2007
heyy all! :) it's been awhile since i've updated. LOL one thing for sure, yahoo! to trials. it's finally over teehee. all i want for now is more sleep and settle up my stuffs ;) anyways, lately, i haven't been going to school. not cause i wanna ponteng but haven't been pretty well LOL. so suyi, you know ;) HAHA i'm a good kiddo ;)
for the past three weeks of trials, i still have been going out on trips/outings/stays during the weekends; i went out of town, shopping, duriansssss, etc. HAHA so impossible but guess what? i finally got to pass my TRIALS! woohooo! LOL i felt so dumb when i fail but woosh, i passed XD
well, let me brag about my durian trip. teehee. this trip was two weeks back.
a group of some wacky parents and retarted children reunite to go for a durian trip all the way out of town! LOL yeah, we had to use the four wheel drive *everyone says:woww* anyways, YEAH! it was a long wayy! we were like in the car for almost the whole morning, it actually took us forever cause we had to go through long winding roads that makes me go crazy.
before going to the place filled with durians, the whole grp went for lunch in a village :) it was awesome! feeling like a kampong girl! :D
when we finally got our bumbums in the so-called-forest, aahh, shi fuk sai was the word. we finally be able to walk and stretch and do whatever we want! :) FYI, the land was owned by my parents friend HAHA
this picture actually tells me that parents also can be camwhoring like us children XD
those dogs aren't just dogs. they keep the workers companied! :) one thing different about them is, they feed on durians everyday. ROFL no joking
well, as for the little children who follow up on this trip, they never seem to want to eat the durians. instead, they rather go to the river & bath themselves.
FYI: no children was harmed/drowned :D
after the whole long day, we finally settled ourselves back into the car. that was already in the late evening & only two families headed back to bangsar to have a "eat-to-bite" / "bite-to-eat" :)
Thursday, August 09, 2007 @ Thursday, August 09, 2007
friends with benefits
.FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS.
hey all. sorry for the late posting. i've been busy myself with trials. and a promise is a promise. haven't been online much. :)
lately, i've been thinking alot. can't really concentrate fully on whatever i'm suppose to be doing.whenever we lie, we tend to have this little feeling of guilt in us but we try to hide it by lying more so that people would eventually fall in our trap. but no matter what, someone is watching us. he is, God himself. God knows every single move we make.
i've realised that everything is changing. everyone is changing too, even i. but, i guessed, i've passed the test? ._. been going through lots of ups and downs lately. but, in the end, it so called "memadai". i've ended everything. but, to me, somehow, even bestfriends betray us too. i've never felt that way before ever since i started schooling here. which is since 1996? LOL i've always love life and i live my life to the fullest as it can gooo.
for the past days, i've been avoiding myself alot from my friends. and i'm really sorry for that. its all due to exams which is so hectic and all the long D to the R to the A M A = DRAMA.
i've been through alot plus, not forgetting, it's high school. friends told me before "this is high school. people would just blab/yap/talk about you." wow. guess what, you did. i've been watching around that dusty corner with you and your little buddies. well, guess i've been watching you too. not only me. even friends whom they trust so much also feels the same way as i do, so much more. they think that you have changed yourself.
not forgetting, yeah i did. but, i finally settled my rehab! :) it's been a long roller coaster. but, it dosen't mean that i hate you when i don't talk to you. god said that if you judge someone, that judge will come back all to you. so, i've stopped. it's bad & it hurts too when it comes back to you + suicide >.<
but, sometimes people don't know when to stop. even if it's been the past few weeks, people will just continue even if that person comes up front to you and says "stop bitching about me" wow. yeah, i know. people also think that by stepping front & continuing it would make you a person which someone would be so afraid of you. well, to me, hell no. you're just you & i'm just me.
yeah, i know it's pretty hard to stop yapping about someone you hate. it's hard, but i'm glad i'm out of it. we just gotta stop and control. & one more point. whenever we're mad at the person, it's not because we love that person back, it's because we're jealous sometimes with the talents/things they have in life.
to be honest with you, i don't like to hate people who's around me. i just want to be friends. if you want to yap something bad about that than, it's fine. i don't take it so seriously. but, no use to twist & turn people's words when people never even say such things - life ruiner.
i know that it's not only me who's going through this big thing' which is actually all crazy stuffs that pops out of humans mind but, sometimes, you have to do things on your own. no one can help. even if you can yell it at someone, that person has nothing to say than "chill lahh." which obviously doesn't help much.
be good yall. loves.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ Wednesday, August 01, 2007
okay. i know, i should be having my ass on my study table right now. it's been the past thirty minutes on the computer surfing and trying to clear my e-mail inbox but heck, my study spirits aren't around :( it's like, i'm dying right now. i also went to bed earlier on but spending that twenty minutes of trying to sleep didn't help at all. i could'nt sleep cause my mind was playing games, or to say, too active T.T so, decided to come online just to TRY and get back my study random ness :)
anyways, was just blog hopping till i drop by picky's bloggy. wheee! ;) & she's making me do a tag right now. pfft. right on time yo' babe! ;) so, here goes! XD
1. The tagged victim have to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.
Here we go!
My perfect lover is obviously a guy .
satu. no secrets between us.
i can't have a guy who's going to keep secrets and not talking it to me about it. i've been through this and it kinds of pisses me off, sorry guys. cause, i'm always feeling that, that particular secret he's keeping its definately about .us. so guys out there, to be on the safe side, trust me, you so can't keep secrets from girls ;)
dua. love me for me.
yes, don't just love me cause you want something from me. like, you know what i mean boys ;)
it's really dumb to have a relationship when it's actually not real lasting love but just playing love. that relationship does not go anywhere. so, love me for me and not by loving me cause you're really desperate for something you need.
pst. for that person involve, learn your lesson (:
tiga. friends over girlfriend?
for me, i want to be as close to my friends. but, i've noticed it myself when i'm going through a relationship, & also seeing my friends they have to always be at the boyboy side. not the boyboy who comes over to her friends. i would rather want my guy to spend some quality time, even if it's only for a minute or two, i would really appreaciate that.
empat. do you actually understand her?
that's the MOST important thing for me. if a guy dosen't understands the girl, then why go on being all emo and such? it's going to hurt that little heart of the girls here. so, yeah, guys should try to understand girls better. mean every single word you say so that girl of yours is convinced with everything you say ;)
lima. know his limits.
some guys, you know, they already have their own girlfriends but yet they still get really close to their, either exes or some girls whom those girls are lining up for him. if my guy does not know when he's really off the limit then, i shall rethink on why do i have a boyfriend who's like that? lawl?
enam. someone that i can rely on.
that's right picky! that statement is so true.(!) i need a guy who has the guts to listen to his girl, letting out her lungs to him and in the end, think of a solution, or either help her out by comforting her & to be there for her. if i was a guy, boy o boy. it's surely a hardwork for me but a guy gotta do what guys gotta do. girls has their own job as a girlfriend. guys too (: if his not going to listen to me, then it's no use for me to act like nothing has ever happen right?
tujuh. don't hung up on her.
SHE'S YOUR GIRLFRIEND for goodness sick! don't hung up on her when you're in her ex place or hanging out with her ex. okay! LOL it really does'nt matter cause it's between you and her. not her ex. eewww. don't care about what your girls status is with him. like i said, it's between you & her. foosh, so loving siutttt XD
pst. thks so someone for this point(!) ;)
lapan. i love you.
calls for no reason. cause all he wants to say is, " i love you babe ;)"
"that early morning, my phone rang. all he wanted to tell me was i love you baby" awww. how sweet! XD you might think that you had called her pretty late at night, don't worry boys! it's never too late than never right? :) LOL wish for one mel! ROFL anyways, yeah, i can bet that she'll be thinking about that call all day long *double winks*
I tag ;
melisa ; becky ; cheryl ; suyi ; li huey ; michelle ; adelin ; jocelyn ; nunu ; shev ; michelle ; tzia tzia ; shin yee ; shi yin
Labels: Birthday, Christmas, Tags
info. overdose. ends. 'er.